I was sitting on the toilet bowl, doing my business, when I thought of Gin.
It has been about 2 months since she died.
I remembered her warmth, her fur, the way she looked at me. I especially missed the way she looked at me. With love. Unconditional love that went all the way to her soul to mine.
No one loved her like I did and no one loved me like she did.
However, I didn't feel very sad. Just sad. And no matter how I tried, I just couldn't cry. Not any more!
Is there something wrong with me? I loved her so much and 2 months later, after her death, I just couldn't cry for her any more.
Have I gotten over her death? Is my mourning for her over?
That quickly? I still felt like some thing's missing that now she is not around. The whole place seemed so empty.
As I am typing this, I felt my eyes reddening and single droplets of teardrop appeared on both of my eyes.
And I am glad that these were tears.
It has been about 2 months since she died.
I remembered her warmth, her fur, the way she looked at me. I especially missed the way she looked at me. With love. Unconditional love that went all the way to her soul to mine.
No one loved her like I did and no one loved me like she did.
However, I didn't feel very sad. Just sad. And no matter how I tried, I just couldn't cry. Not any more!
Is there something wrong with me? I loved her so much and 2 months later, after her death, I just couldn't cry for her any more.
Have I gotten over her death? Is my mourning for her over?
That quickly? I still felt like some thing's missing that now she is not around. The whole place seemed so empty.
As I am typing this, I felt my eyes reddening and single droplets of teardrop appeared on both of my eyes.
And I am glad that these were tears.
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