Deluded and GAY!

This is the new facebook status of AP.

A few days ago, he posted something that made me think he was deluded. And then this status statement came out and I think he is not only deluded but also gay.

Maybe he is having some sort of mid life crisis or identity crisis?

Does this not come out from the mouth of someone gay? A straight man would not say something like this....
mite not like e baggy jeans..but i mite like whats underneath it...wld u b my filipino boy....LOL

And yeah, I have always suspected that AP is gay. He is not that gayish and gets along with people of both sexes. But people his age are mostly dads and granddads. And he is still hanging out with boys half his age. And having sleepovers, as I suspected, looking at the photos in his facebook.

Hmmm....Who does it remind you of?

The Gloved One. For those too dumb to understand...Michael Jackson!

Yeah, yeah, I am minding my own business.

Delusions of AP

I just read this from AP's facebook status. Yeah, the very AP who said my facebook photo was too thailandish.

I think he is having some sort of delusions. Frankly, does this sound like the words of a sane person?
one same earth..u cn keep ur vertu,lv,gucci,ck,dkny,tod,tomford,etc.in ur pocket..am not impressed..the day u breathe a different kind of air than mine, come to me, i bow to u..one same earth

Come to me...I bow to you?? He is getting deluded and bizarre. I dun think he is depressed.

And in my present state of mind, I cannot reach out to him.

It reminded me of Mavis Hee, a local singer, who screamed at some guys in a hotel, "Call me GOD".

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New Paper
29 June 2006

SINGER'S TURMOIL

Mavis Hee sent to Institute of Mental Health after she trails hotel guest and yells: 'Call me God'

Friends and fans wonder: What made he snap?

By Maureen Koh

BIZARRE.

That is the word for the behaviour of homegrown singer Mavis Hee.

She allegedly tailed a hotel guest from the lobby of the Ritz Carlton Singapore into a corridor, ranting incoherently most of the time.

Then suddenly, said a hotel bellboy, she shouted at the guest, in the presence of others: 'Call me God!'

The police were called, and she was taken to the Institute of Mental Health (IMH).

The incident took place last Thursday around 9pm.

Said a bellboy who did not want to be named: 'The guest looked quite uncomfortable but did not seem to know what to do.'

He added: 'No one really knew who she was or recognised her. Our concern was more for our guests.'

SECURITY ALERTED

A staff member from another department in the hotel who realised that something was amiss, had alerted the security department.

Two of the hotel's security officers went to take control of the situation. However, when they were unable to obtain a satisfactory response from Mavis, the hotel decided to call the police.

The hotel's director of public relations, Mr Anton Kilayko, told The New Paper: 'As with standard operating procedure, two colleagues from the security department were deployed.'

He said they were unable to provide further details.

Mr Kilayko explained: 'We are leaving investigations to the police. However, it is our responsibility to protect the privacy of our hotel guests - and everything has to be kept confidential.'

It is not known if Mavis knew the guest or what sparked off the shouting.

Mavis, 32, was taken to IMH the following day and warded for psychiatric observation.

Industry sources and friends who know her personally were shocked when they read the news in yesterday's Shin Min Daily News.

Ms Merisa Chu, chief promotions manager at HIM Music, has known Mavis for nine years. She has also handled the singer's album promotions.

NICE PERSON

Ms Chu told The New Paper: 'Mavis is really a very nice person. Even though she is no longer releasing albums, we still keep regular contact with each other.'

The last time Ms Chu saw Mavis was in April, with four other friends.

She added: 'I did not sense anything odd at all. Our conversations were about very mundane stuff, like work, music and updates on how we were.'

Another long-time friend who had worked with Mavis when she first entered showbiz is Ms Sheila Koh. She expressed disbelief when The New Paper contacted her.

'Are you sure? Did you get the right name? Could this be some prank that someone's pulling? Are you sure it happened here? In Singapore?'

Ms Koh added: 'I have been away for a while too and had been meaning to contact her. But you know how it is, we just never get around to it. And the last I heard, she was always busy with shows in China.'

The New Paper also spoke to two of the singer's fans.

Mr Lionel Ng, a freelance designer, snorted when we first spoke to him.

'Please lah, how can this be? You are talking about Mavis and this happening in Singapore? At such a posh hotel?'

When it became clear that it was no prank, Mr Ng said: 'I just cannot believe it. Mavis does not look like someone who'd snap just like that. There must be something troubling her... and maybe she's just too stressed out?'

COMFORT AND ADVICE FOR FAN

He said he keeps in touch with her.

He said that in May last year he had told her that he had split up with his girlfriend.

Claimed Mr Ng, 30: 'She even sent me a few SMSes to comfort me and advised me to learn when it was time to let go.'

The last time he heard from Mavis was an acknowledgement to a Chinese New Year greeting that he had sent her this year.

Clerk Lynn Tan, 27, said: 'If this is true, it is very sad. We have long heard that Mavis has been troubled by her love life, but we've never confirmed if that was true. Maybe she just could not take it any more.

'We truly hope that she can pull through.'

She's been away from the scene for a few years

MAVIS Hee, a former assistant photographer, was named Singapore's Faye Wong when she started out in showbiz.

She released her debut album, Knowing Well, in 1994. And followed that with a string of hits which took her to Taiwan, Hong Kong and, finally, China.

Her wide appeal in China even saw Mavis appointed a cultural ambassador in 2001.

Mavis has also dabbled in acting, with bit roles in a few TV drama serials.

She was 'handpicked' to star in famous cinematographer Chris Doyle's first directing effort, Away With Words, in 1999.

Mavis has had her share of bad publicity - from critics panning her bad dress sense to gossip about her personal life.

In 2000, she had to battle rumours that she was having an affair with her married producer, Chen Jiaming. She denied this in an interview with this newspaper.

She has been lying low for the past few years - though she was said to have been performing regularly in China.

The young youtube bitch!

Gosh, I am surrounded by nasty, wicked bitches out there.

I was checking my youtube account when I saw this comment from this young american blond girl. She put her age as 15 but she really looked about 12 or so.







Her comment was for my Maltese, Bell who was growling in the video.

She commented.....

i would have KICKED it across the floor by now.

Evil little demon child. 12 years old and radiating such wickness.

And the thing is she had pets!

In her own words,
I LUV ANIMALS ESPECIALLY MY dog! HE SO CUTE HES A CHIWAWA!! I ALSO HAV FOUR OTHR PETS 2 CATS AND 2 DOGS.

Yah....probably all kicked to death by her treacherous little feet.

For someone this young to say such bitchy nasty things to a stranger no less. And to be such a potty mouth bitch at this tender age, her parents are apparently not doing a good job raising her.

Anyway, I was not in a good mood and normally I never bother to reply to any comments. But this time, this bitch just set off my trap!

I blocked her. Yeah, I could do so, cos it's my account and I dun want anyone talking trash in my abode.

And this is my response....

For someone so young, you are such a BITCH!
May someone ass slap you and kick you across the room.

The Facebook Bitch

This is what I called a Bitch.

Sigh. People these days are just so vengeful and vindictive.

Eh...I really dun know the guy, but I know of many young pathetic horny guys like him.

Is it necessary for her to go all the way to get rid of a horny guy who wanted to know her? All she need to do is just to block the fella pestering her.

And the worse thing is the facebook bitch is a teacher in training! Yeah, that's right, this vindictive bitch is going to be a teacher to little kids in the future.

Isn't that a horrible idea?

And yet what she did is not even considered "criminal", and as such the police cannot do anything about her.

And neither can her school, National Institute of Education, cos it's a "private matter".

Well, what can the poor horny dude, Ong JZ do except to just chalk this up as a bad learning experience.

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The New Paper
2 Apr 2009

Facebook face-off

Man: Woman & friends left me with big bill at bar Woman: We did it because he was a show-off

IT SOUNDED harmless enough - a drink with a group of new friends.

By Liew Hanqing

IT SOUNDED harmless enough - a drink with a group of new friends.

But soon after, the gathering turned sour, and Mr Ong Jian Zhao, 21, found himself left alone at a bar, with a $213 bill to settle on behalf of people he hardly knew.

Mr Ong, a civil servant, got to know Miss Chloe Yoong, 21 - one of the members of the group - through social networking site Facebook last month.

He said: 'I was randomly browsing through profiles and I decided to send her a message.'

After several messages over the course of a few days, they exchanged handphone numbers.

He then asked her out several times, but each time, she declined saying she was busy.

But on the evening on 28 Feb, Mr Ong received an SMS from her inviting him for a drink at Raffles Hotel's Long Bar with her, her boyfriend and three other friends.

Said Mr Ong: 'I was reluctant at first, but she told me to join them anyway and not to be a wet blanket.'

He recalled that when he arrived, there were already several drinks on the table - two cocktails, a glass of bourbon and a bottle of red wine.

He then chatted with the group for a while.

But after about 20 minutes, Miss Yoong and one friend left, claiming they were going to the toilet.

Shortly after, while Mr Ong was away taking a phone call, two others left.

When he returned to the table, only Miss Yoong's boyfriend remained.

But he, too, left immediately, saying he had to take a call.

Mr Ong claimed he waited for about 30 minutes for the group to return but nobody showed up.

When he SMSed Miss Yoong, she claimed to have left with a friend who was not feeling well.

He then paid the $213 bill for the drinks and left.

He told The New Paper he believed the evening was planned by the group of friends to get him into paying for the drinks.

He said he had repeatedly tried to ask Miss Yoong for his money back after the session but she had been uncontactable. He even contacted the National Institute of Education, where Miss Yoong is studying, hoping to get hold of her.

However, he was told to settle the matter on his own.

When contacted, both Miss Yoong and her boyfriend, Mr Alex Lim, 25, confirmed the incident.

Mr Lim said they had decided to leave Mr Ong to settle the bill because he had implied that he wanted to pay for the drinks.

He said: 'When he came over, he kept bragging about how well he was doing and how well-off he was.

'It is ridiculous that he is asking us for the money back.'

Miss Yoong added that in their exchanges on Facebook, Mr Ong said he had planned to treat her to a drinking or clubbing session.

Did not expect her friends

Mr Ong did not dispute this, but said he had only planned to take Miss Yoong out, but not her friends.

Said Miss Yoong: 'When he first sent me a message, he said he didn't have a stable relationship with his girlfriend.

'He asked me out to go clubbing or for drinks, and said he wanted to treat me.'

She added that she began to get annoyed by Mr Ong's persistent requests and decided to 'get him off her back' once and for all.

'It happened that my boyfriend was around (on the night of the incident) so we asked him to join us.'

Immediately after he paid the bill, Mr Ong reported the incident to the police but was advised to settle the matter privately with her.

However, he claimed he has been unable to contact her since.

The New Paper contacted Miss Yoong at the number provided by Mr Ong without any problem.

He said calls and SMSes to her handphone went unanswered, and she later deleted him from her contact list on Facebook as well.

What he hopes for is an apology and his money back.

When asked if they would accede to Mr Ong's request, Mr Lim said: 'Are you kidding?'

He added: 'It would be a different matter if he had been polite and nice.

'But after all that bragging, it was really difficult to be cordial to him.'

Bitchy bullies terrors on cyber forums

Online forums are a very wicked and bitchy place. I know. I have been there.

Some years back, I became a member of a lifestyle forum. Initially it was fun and there was a wealth of knowledge to be mined out there.

I even became a senior member with a few thousands posts, chalking the top poster position for some weeks.

And then I think I might have offended someone with something I said unwittingly. Some members were tearing apart this fellow in the news and I stepped in to defend him. I did not know the fellow but I felt that if you dun know the fellow and real facts that really happened in life, dun go around and bash him online. Based on some news article, some of the bitches were threatening to beat this guy up and sending him death threats!

And boy, I was also torn apart and mutilated online. They were just bitching and criticizing every single post I wrote in the forum, relevant or not relevant. There were some who were my "supporters" though.

Frankly I was disappointed and disgusted with some of the bitches online. I mean, just because it is on cyber world, and that you can hide behind a nick, it did not give you the right to attack others online.

Say it to me in my face if you dare, person to person and we can even have a bitch fight!

I was also another member of another forum.

Well, this one was even worse. Some of the moderators were so fucking bitchy bullies! They took sides with certain favored members, deleted posts and even topics that they personally dun like, etc. In other words, they abused their authorities and privileges.

Frankly, I gave up. The real world was bitchy and treacherous enough and this online cyber world was even worse. The netizens and members can simply be so vicious and poisonous. And I dun think they are like that in real life. Frankly, some of the things people said online are not what they would say in person, face to face.

That is not so genuine and sincere.That is so fake! It's like in real life, they are sweet and nice. But online, with anonymity and no one to see their real identity, they can be their own evil, demonic, bitchy self.

I was unhappy and in some way affected by some of of those bitches were saying. And SO advised me against visiting the forums. I was happy when I first discovered the joys of posting and sharing on online forums. But I was miserable when people just did not have anything good to say. I had enough of online forums.

I have stopped visiting online forums regularly. There is a wealth of information out there, but it is not really worth the drama, the bitchiness, the cruelty. I got better things in life.

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The Straits Times
15 Aug 2008

Youth online

Terror on the Web

With growth of online connectivity, bullies unleash their malice on the Internet

By Sujith Kumar

JAMES Tan was 15 by the time he stood up to his school bullies. After being harassed for years at his Bedok secondary school, he took them on in a fist fight.

After the challenge, they backed off - or so he thought. Months later, they launched a different campaign, this time online.

On Friendster, a social networking site, his profile was hijacked. Cyberbullies rewrote his personal information, changing his address to Geylang and calling his relatives pimps and prostitutes. The bullies posted pictures of naked men and women on his webpage before sending lewd messages to his female classmates.

The coup de grace: They changed the password to his account and e-mail so that he could not log on to remove the information. 'I wanted to get those pictures off, but I couldn't log on, couldn't get in, couldn't get the account deleted,' said James, who left his secondary school last year to study culinary arts.

'There was nothing I could do.'

His case is not unique. A Straits Times survey of 100 teens aged 13 to 17 showed that all had some encounter with online bullying one way or another. A third of all respondents said they had been victims of persistent online attacks. Of this one-third, 50 per cent said bullies spread stories, rumours and lies about them.

As technology marches forward, experts worry that the wired generation could become increasingly victimised online.

The executive director of website WiredSafety, Ms Parry Aftab, said: 'Cyberbullying growth in the region is enormous. I expect that in Singapore, where everyone is connected via broadband and mobile devices, you will see similar growth.'

Victims are usually insulted on blogs, in Internet chatrooms and during online gaming.

Teens tell The Straits Times it does not take much to get them to be mean - just boredom. One 13-year-old victim, who wanted to be identified only as Davi, recalled how, as a newcomer to her school two years ago, classmates sent her nasty messages about her sexuality at a video-sharing website.

Soon, strangers joined in the slandering. 'They didn't even know me because they were from all over the world,' she said.

Indeed, about 30 per cent of young people in The Straits Times' survey said they themselves had bullied others.

Ms Esther Ng, founder of the Coalition Against Bullying for Children and Youths (Cabcy), has witnessed bullies in the making. Even fine students, she said, are prone to 'revenge or the urge to hurt someone else'.

James, for one, said he no longer feared his old school bullies catching up with him. When asked what he would do if they did, he said: 'I don't know, but I have knives now.'

No place is safe

THE explosion of social networking sites, gaming communities and Internet forums has created ample opportunities for cyber-bullies.

Because these hot spots are accessible from home, victims may feel that there is no safe place for them, said Ms Geraldine Tan, a psychologist at Centre for Effective Living, a private clinic. 'Cyber-bullying can also be more dangerous than physical bullying as the victim may not know his abuser and the bully is unable to see the extent of the damage.'

At sites like MySpace and Facebook, teens say incidents begin with comparisons about who has the most number of friends.

Gamers pick on weaker players, while in chatrooms, insults are hurled. Blog tagboards attract sarcastic remarks, while online forums breed personal attacks that include defaced pictures of victims.

Reports and studies conducted by experts all over the world say bullying also differs between the sexes.

Girls go for relational bullying, which includes backstabbing, gossip and social exclusion. Boys prefer direct aggression, such as killing their target's game character and hurling vulgarities.

One player, John, said: 'I was playing an online game and a friend swore at me over the Internet voice chat. I took revenge by killing the guy multiple times in the game.'

A 16-year-old - who wanted to be known only as Magdelene - faced a female cyber-bully who wrote on her blog: 'You're so fake and your English sucks.' 'I was upset, of course, but what could I do?' said the Secondary 4 student who attends a school in Ang Mo Kio.

When online aggression becomes offline reality, Ms Tan said, some victims feel lost and 'haunted'.

Being victimised in a place where parents cannot help 'can force a teen to develop extreme coping strategies such as withdrawal, self-mockery and rage', said Dr Ilya Farber, an assistant professor of social science and philosophy at the Singapore Management University.

Other experts say victims should save the evidence and report online attacks to parents, teachers or counsellors. In the worst cases, the law too can protect victims.

Mr Adrian Tan, a litigator with Drew and Napier who specialises in IT disputes, said cyber-bullying might be an offence under the Miscellaneous Offences Act, which carries a fine of up to $5,000.

Anonymous abusers, if caught, face tougher consequences. 'They will be given an additional punishment of two years' jail, according to Section 507 of the Penal Code, which discusses criminal intimidation by anonymous communication,' he said.

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Dare to flame? Then name and shame!

# What online bullies and victims do, and steps taken to curb cyberbullying:

Boasting: In one recent case, a victim attracted online rage at a forum by boasting about his great looks. Next thing he knew, his pictures were defaced and he was mocked.

Flame of the forum: Online bullies tend to 'flame' other users on a whim, especially at forums, where different views are expressed. A check on discussion threads at popular forum sites such as HardwareZone and VR-Zone reveals various personal attacks.

Defending the victim: Comments posted can go either way. Although some are cruel, others may tell bullies to back off if users feel they have gone too far.

Trolling: This refers to posting controversial and sometimes nonsensical messages on forums, aiming to extract emotionally charged responses from users.

Retaliation: Some teens fight back by arguing with the bullies, sometimes exchanging vulgar insults. Others remain silent, hoping for the attacks to die down.

Un-moderators: Online forums have guardians in the form of moderators who are often senior members, but not all are kind in nature. Some are even guilty of bullying.

Name and shame: Forum participants, like Mr Sitoh Kheng Wai, 22, want bullies named and shamed. 'Offenders should be hauled up and punished by moderators. If a few red faces can lower the incidence of cyberbullying among students, why not?' said the third-year biotechnology student at the University of Queensland, Australia.

Banned list: Forums such as The Straits Times online portal Stomp publicly lists banned and warned members. Administrators remove offending comments, warn perpetrators and ban users. Stomp editor Serene Siew explained: 'Stomp has a no-tolerance rule for flaming and bullying.'

Awareness: As many as 25 secondary schools are helping students with 'cyberwellness' programmes. Cases of bullying are treated with corrective action emphasising counselling and mediation.

'Sense, Think, Act': This is the Ministry of Education's message to students in its School Bullying Management Kit, distributed to all secondary and primary schools last year. It helps them to detect threats online and take precautions.

Primary 4 to 6 pupils and Secondary 2 and 3 students will be given a 'cyberwellness' guidebook next month. The guide will go digital from next year.

To report cyberbullying, visit www.hrtd.com.sg/CABCY

Bitten by the SOB

The son of the bitch(SO), Bell bit me on my foot today.

Bell was not in a good mood. He was snappish. SO had carried him earlier and he tried to bite the bitch!

And we were all watching TV. And I was stroking Bell with my feet, as usual, when that son of the bitch bit me! On the foot.

The mouth of a maltese is not very big but it was big enough to bite me. I felt the teeth marks on both sides of my feet!

That SOB! He has been getting from bad to worse. Ever since Gin died about 2 months back more, Bell has been getting more naughty. He has been following me around more, like my shadow.

And today he bit me, although he had not drawn blood.

And that BITCH was laughing away!

What's wrong with a little bitching?

Local people here likes to bitch. Otherwise also known as complaining.

What's wrong with a little bitching here and there sometimes. People here bitch. It's only talk, no action. Also known as NATO (No Action Talk Only)

At least we only bitch when prices go up, when things dun go well. At least the bitching is peaceful. Look at other countries. People there dun bitch when things happened. They held protest, marches, demonstrations and strikes etc, which can sometimes turn violent and even cause death.

So what's wrong with a little bitching sometimes?

Let the people bitch! At least it is peaceful and non violent.

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The New Paper
05 Aug 2008

Mr Let Fly says

Got a gripe about ERP rates? Slippery floors?

Don't just complain, please use your brain

STOP complaining!

That's the message Mr Suhaimi Nor Nan has for Singaporeans. The 26-year-old part-time security officer is fed up with hearing people complain about anything and everything.

He said Singaporeans complain about the most trivial matters.

Two months ago, he read in The Straits Times that some park goers were concerned about police vehicles patrolling on footpaths. But, Mr Suhaimi noted, the police were doing it for the people's welfare.

After Mr Suhaimi read about the gripes, he decided 'enough was enough'.

He wrote to The New Paper to, well, complain about Singaporeans complaining too much. So, what are some of the things he think Singaporeans complain about too much?

Electronic Road Pricing (ERP), he pointed out. 'You have to accept it. I'm affected by it myself when I take a taxi, but we have a good transport system,' he said. 'If you don't want to pay ERP, just take the bus.'

TAXI FARES

He was also sick of people griping about taxi fares. 'If you compare our fares with those of other countries, our fares are so much cheaper.'

Another common complaint these days is about petrol prices, though they have been dropping in recent weeks. Mr Suhaimi said: 'Driving is not necessary because Singapore is so small. If you choose to drive, you pay.'

He himself has complaints about the bad habits of some Singaporeans.

But unlike many others who air their complaints in public, he said he will gripe only in conversations with his close friends. No need to kick up a big fuss, he said.

What irks Mr Suhaimi most is that people complain about what he sees as really trivial issues.

Like when VivoCity opened in October 2006, shoppers complained that the lighting on the floors may cause people to trip.

And recently, Mr Suhaimi said some commuters complained that the floors at MRT stations were too slippery.

To those people, he had this to say: 'There's no need to make it news, just raise it with the management.'

Mr Suhaimi's advice to Singaporeans who love to complain: 'Make sure you're really affected by the matter before you complain. 'Don't complain for the sake of it.'

Virtual Bitchfight

When there are 2 queens involved, there would be bitchness and cattiness. Well, this is about 2 blog queens spat. Claws are unsheathed, teeth bared. Now lawyers' letters are exchanged.

And what does it spelled? Greater site hits and site traffic?

So publicity stunt or real spats? You, the reader judge.

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The Straits Times
20 July 2008

Virtual catfight

Blogger Dawn Yang wants XX to apologise for defaming her; others see the spat as 'entertainment'

By Debbie Yong

The bad blood between the two reigning queens of the local blogosphere has come to a boil.

Last Friday, blogger Wendy Cheng, who goes by the online moniker XX, received a letter from the lawyer of fellow blogger Dawn Yang. It called on Ms Cheng to make a public apology for alleged defamatory remarks she made against Ms Yang, and to propose a settlement for damages.

'We hope to seek an amicable resolution to the matter without going to court,' lawyer K. Anparasan told The Sunday Times yesterday. He is from Khattar Wong, the firm Ms Yang hired for the case.

Ms Cheng has hired a lawyer from Keystone Law Corporation but has declined to say what she will do next. She has until Tuesday to respond to the letter. Ms Yang is currently on holiday in Sydney and could not be reached for comment.

The legal action stems from a blog entry that Ms Cheng, 23, made on June 30. In a lengthy post, she wrote, among other things, about Ms Yang's entertainment contracts and endorsement deals.

She also baulked at being compared to Ms Yang, 23, in a June 25 article in the Chinese-language newspaper Lianhe Zaobao. Ms Cheng has since removed this entry from her blog, but screenshots of it can still be found on the Internet. Her blog gets about 50,000 hits daily while Ms Yang's gets 30,000.

Ms Cheng said yesterday that the day after she wrote the post, both bloggers' managers spoke over the phone on the matter. Ms Cheng is signed up with an entertainment agency and Ms Yang with a modelling agency. She said she was 'surprised and quite shocked' to receive the lawyer's letter.

The simmering discord between them can be traced back to November 2006. The two were compared in an online forum's 'hottest bloggers' ranking, and have been making comments about each other on their blogs since.

Most of the other popular bloggers interviewed dismissed their spat as 'entertainment'. Mr Benjamin Lee, also known as Mr Miyagi, said the dispute 'probably enhanced both parties' site traffic and attention, which is what the blogging business is about'.

Polytechnic student Esther Chia, 18, who blogs as Ice Angel, concurred. She was involved in a 'flameball' - or virtual mudslinging - with Ms Cheng last year over comments the latter made about her looks and dress sense.

The episode boosted Ms Chia's blog readership from 1,000 to 4,000 hits a day. 'As long as she doesn't criticise my character, I won't be seriously offended,' said Ms Chia. Law undergraduate and co-editor of The Online Citizen website, Mr Choo Zheng Xi, said that defamation is an 'occupational hazard' for anyone blogging about society and popular culture.

He said that the tussle would at least remind other bloggers to be careful about any personal accusations they wish to make. He also hoped that more bloggers will be 'more focused on issues and less on people and personality'.

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XX lost posts

Below are the lost and deleted posts of XX, for archive purposes. So the whole story can be told.

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Yet another update - And I am not happy

Date: Sunday, 06 Jul 2008 23:11

Ok, here we go! First of all, comments are not disabled, don't worry! It's just that right now Haloscan is down (ok it's up again).

In response to Dawn's kindly acceptance of my insincere (deemed by her) apology, I'd like to say a few things.

This is going to be a long, long entry. And also, since I do not want to be shot with another law threat, I will prefix every other sentence with "I think".

All the following are my personal opinions, and as I am highly untrustworthy, I urge the public to not believe anything I say as they are mostly ficticious. Even those things I should mention later are facts are not facts. They are stories spun by myself as I am a little mentally demented. Now I can begin.

First;

Dawn sent me an email today. Since she is so venomously hated right now, I think it's only fair I show you all her, erm, vulnerable side.

To be honest, I felt a bit guilty when I saw this.

But fact is, Dawn, I do not like you - to put as plainly as possible.

I think you trample on every value that I base my whole life on, such as Honesty, Candidness, Bravery, Individuality, and Sincerity, among others. Till this day, I think, you still insist you never went under the knife. I think I've seen you lie about this on tape. I simply cannot respect that.

I think your blog persona amplifies suppositious fronts, hypocrisy, as well as what I detest the most: The lust for money rather than for the passion of blogging and making your voice heard.

It irks me, and I can't pretend I am not irked.

Nonetheless, whatever I think of you, I've always treated you with politeness, as you were always civil to me.

Numerous times in the past, I have also defended you and told your detractors that you are mild and harmless in real life. Plastic surgery is one's personal choice, and people who have something to say against it ought to fuck off.

However, dislike is not something I can control, although I can and have told you why I feel so.

You don't have to feel offended. I dislike a whole truckload of other people... In fact, it's tough to find me someone I like.

In my opinion, rather than bad-mouthing you behind your back and gossiping about you, I felt that telling the truth is always the better option.

I am sorry if you felt hurt from the blog entry you forced me to delete, but don't take it personally. Or do, if you wish to. The blog entry is not written by me, your acquaintance, but me, A BLOGGER - just like how reporters of papers are not being personal when they write bad press about stars.

You can hate me if you want. Just stop being nice, coz I don't want to be fakely nice to someone I don't like, and you being nice totally throws me off. o_O

OK, You weren't nice on your blog. That's cool then.

As for seeing each other in future, I have no intentions of salvaging a friendship, or going through the painful pretense of small-talk. Just ignore me completely, as you would ignore someone you don't like. I'd do the same.

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You can see I highlighted the last statement in that email.

Dawn claims she never saw her manager's nasty emails to me.

Noel!!! You are doomed lor! Now, I think, even your artiste paiseh to be associated with you!

Or is she? You judge for yourself the series of emails that were sent from Noel to me (and vice versa), that Dawn was cc-ed in.

Not 1... not 2... But 7.

At least 7, since I omitted some.

When? Since yesterday at 8pm.

Count with me!


1


2


3


4

(Also highlighted what a boot-licking asswipe I think Noel is.
Stay for his artiste in a heartbeat! When boss is cc-ed in the email!
And some more try to preach to me!)


5



6

And the last


7

And just to clarify, MY agency is prefectly polite, patient, reasonable, and professional. So no Dawn, I do not KNOW HOW AGENCIES CAN GET.

Maybe Dawn didn't read those emails before she opened her email wrote her email to me. Huh? Possible?

Now that we've got the niceties out of the way, we can start tackling the things she wrote on her latest blog entry.

1) I've got rabid fans.

OH GOD! No... not rabid fans again?! So... Everyone who hates Dawn is automatically my "fan"? (I don't have stupid fans! I am a writer. I have READERS. I'd never call people "fans"... A bit bu yao lian...)

2) I can sue XLX but she cannot sue me.

XLX posted up photos of me with photoshopped cum-shots on my face, repeatedly said I am a cheap whore, etc... I realllllllly don't see a parallel there.

3) If I had the guns to write about it, why not stick to it?

You are right Dawn... I cannot prove certain things. I certainly can't rope Jacky Wu in to testify in court, although he might bring some hilarity to my life if he does.

The statements I made were of my personal opinions. Maybe the rumours were wrong. But Dawn, I have to make this clear. I NEVER STATED THOSE 6 POINTS AS FACTS.

But if you want facts right?

Here... I've give you FACTS. By "facts" I actually mean lies spun by myself.

a) I think you never did join 98.7FM as a DJ, right? Isn't that the same as saying you failed to join?

b) I expressed incredulity that you earn your proclaimed amount. I never said it is a fact that you do not earn so much. I said, even if you do, it's probably from "hidden sneaky advertorials".

Is this fact? I think yes, it is.

Can I prove it? Yes, I think I can.

How? An advertiser sent me an email asking me for an advertorial. I rejected it. A few days later, it was shown on your blog, urging people to give the service a try.

No hint that this was a paid mention was on your blog.

Is it because you did it out of goodwill? A simple check with the advertiser will suffice.

c) Who you went on the Valentine's Day Bali trip with, is fact.

Let's call him Mr. R. How do I know this?

Because I met Mr. R. at Zouk. Twice.

Mr R is 40+, I think. I've heard from some sources he is married, from some sources he is divorced, and from some sources he is single. Nobody knows! But he is extremely wealthy.

Mr. R was very happy to show everyone present, including 2 other witnesses, his digicam. In the digicam are pictures of Dawn and him. The photos include those of Dawn and him hugging in what I deem to be intimate poses (ie hands wrapped around waist).

I saw this with my own eyes, and so did two other people who were with me.

Whether or not Dawn had any relations with him is of course not something I can say.

Enough of the facts (ie lies I spun)... Let's go back to her entry.

4) I'd rather spend the money on Juicy Couture

AHHHHHH!! Super chioness! I just bought this from neimanmarcus.com!!

Sorry, you where saying?

5) 2 big bloggers going out together,
what fun that could have been.............

WOAH! Sorry girl... Don't remember seeing you on Technorati's top 100 blogs of the world......

7)... spiteful incident where she posted pictures of herself
gleefully throwing away the
"Mandarin Cool" campaign postcards
with me on them.

Here it is. Go read if you want!

IS IT SPITEFUL? AM I?

The postcard reads that Dawn usurped me as the hottest blogger in Singapore!

As I have proven in that blog entry, there is no quantifiable measurement of "hotness", and therefore I cannot be usurped!

Who gave them this statement to put into the postcard?

Perhaps it was somebody who keeps harping on this "hottest blogger" title?

I do not think I was being spiteful at all.

Why should I allow this postcard to be spread and have let people have this wrong idea that Dawn is the hottest blogger?

It is not true, and detrimental to my reputation and directly responsible for my potential income.

Furthermore, I was nice and chose to give Dawn the benefit of doubt that:

- She did not supply the Mandarin campaign people with that information;

- She did not check and allow it to be published.

These are very unlikely situations, yet I chose not to blame her.

I THOUGHT I WAS ALL BENEVOLENT AND KINDLY!! WHAT??


Was I being spiteful??????? SPITEFUL TOWARDS WHO??

She's spiteful towards ME lor! She wants such untruths about me to be spread!

7) I penned hate sites before,
and therefore I am responsible for Dawn Wayang.

NOW YOU BE CAREFUL THERE DAWN! If you are not careful I could sue you for libel!

Fortunately for you, I will fight with my bare hands.

Let me come clean on the blinkmummy/xlx impersonation thing. I should have done so LONG ago, and bravely stepped up to avoid all the shit. But nonetheless, never too late!

Here's what happened. Skip it if you are not interested.

One day, 2 other girl bloggers and I were having a drink at Wala Wala. During which, we gossiped about this other blogger called Blinkymummy. We all don't like her, although I never heard about her for ages... Dunno she die already not.

Anyway... So, in a little of a drunken stupor, we said, let's set up a "hate site" for her!!

One of the bloggers is a good friend of mine.

So back at home, we giggled on MSN, and did up the "hate site".

I used my own blogger account to do so.

As a joke, my friend and I thought we would use our own hate site owners' names, namely Xialanxue and her nemesis', to do write the site.

I loosely term it a "hate" site, but it is not. Unlike other hate sites where lies or bad facts of people are exposed, the site was just a joke. A spoof. It was not meant to harm Blinkymummy's reputation.

Included are childish drawings of BM's "byebye"... a 30 year old vulva so long it looks like an octopus and is used as a broom. I know!My friend's so mature, haha!

Of course, I contributed as well. But I don't remember what I wrote la...

I cannot remember the exact sequel of things, but this spoof site we created was not meant to be sneaky. I was prepared 100% to tell people I was involved in doing it. What! It's funny what! It was a joke between us girls. It was not meant for everyone to see.

Anyway, XLX got wind of it, and blew it up into a humongous deal.

Say that I dunno what IMPERSONATE him (I spoofed him, he is not important enough to be impersonated), and that I am a hypocrite because I said I hate Hate sites and yet I set up one anonymously!

I admit I was afraid. I was afraid to come clean because people were all already insulting me. But as time has now proven, the truth is always the best defence.

So anyway, I had to consider that if this thing blows up, it is not only ME getting the heat, but also my two other friends, correct?

Therefore we decided the best course of action is to deny we did it.

Right move? Terribly wrong. So anyhow, they managed to prove I wrote it, and blah blah blah etc. Even more afraid and of course I don't dare to say I co-created the site right?

Anyway, that's cleared up now.

No more lies, and NO DAWN, I AM NOT THE CREATOR OF YOUR HATE SITE - http://xanga.com/dawn_wayang.

This I swear upon the lives of my unborn children.

You've got to be kidding me right? Don't update my own blog and go and update your hate site? Got so boh liao or not?

But in any case, the hate site is quite smashingly written, I must say. Witty! I do like it! It does have a little of my style. :) Which is an awesome style!!

8) I am upset over being called a prefect
and she, the school belle.

Siao. I never said I was upset over that.

I am just disgusted that, you, I think, pretended not to be pleased to be called the school belle and wanted to be valedictorian. That's all.

9) We have a few similarities.

No Dawn... We are not similar.

I did though, find someone quite (but not quite) similar to you.

She is Arissa.

A little introduction.

Arissa (Zhen Shan) is a Singaporean girl who is studying in the states. She's extremely pretty, and comes from a very wealthy family.

She is 100% natural, and a friend of mine. Not close, but we do sometimes talk a bit online.

Since Arissa was in secondary school, according to KK, she was already infamous in Singapore. Already gorgeous since a young age, all the boys school and girls school people of their batch know her - and I dunno if KK is exaggerating as usual or not la, but she was saying how Arissa's features were perfect and she has naturally rosy cheeks that glow and be seen from a distance... etc etc.

Arissa's not only gorgeous, her lifestyle is enviable. She has all the gorgeous brands, hangs out with loads of famous people, and was in Vanness's MTV too.

Not only that, she has immense style and character. She's not your traditional shu nu. AND she is nice and smart.

Why is Zhen Shan not a famous celebrity yet? My guess is that she doesn't crave it. She's not a famewhore, unlike somebody...

Well... Does Arissa sounds like someone people would want to copy?

I would say definitely.

I, for one, was inclined to pierce my helix coz she looks so nice with it.

But how far would one go to copy somebody else?

To sacrifice all their individuality to BE someone else?

This is Arissa.

100% natural - no Plastic

I won't post up too many of her photos since she is a really private person, but these photos are on her website, so I guess it should be ok.

If you want me to take it off ZS, please don't hesitate to email me: xiaxue@gmail.com. I didn't see you online so I can't ask you!!

And here's Dawn, when she first got "famous":

Coloured contacts? Check.
Eyebrows thick and brushed downwards? Check.
Head tilted down? Check.
Pursed lips? Check.

Similarities do not end here.

And they most certainly don't START from there either!

Even as a toddler......... they look alike.

If that's Dawn real, unphotoshopped baby photo, that is.
How would I know? I'm just a bystander.

Is this Dawn?
She never specified on her blog. How Eurasian-looking!

Feel like stroking one and beating the other one up...

Dawn's purple Balenciaga

Arissa's purple Balenciaga...


Oops! I mean Balenciagas. With an S.

But of course, it's just a bag.
Dawn's allowed to have the same bag as Arissa!

Arissa's stuff, posted eons ago.

And below, Dawn's stuff.

Do note the bluish colour tone of the picture(s).

Arissa's sports car. There is no need to say what it is (you can make a guess from the logo, huh?) - it surely one-ups...

Dawn's CLK or SLK whatever it is.

Freaky, huh?

Doesn't stop there.

Place Arissa is in?
California, LA

Place Dawn was in when she started her site?
California, LA

*

Arissa's school?
USC

Place Dawn said she was studying in?
USC

*

Arissa likes...
Murakami and dark fairytales.

Dawn likes...
Murakami and dark fairytales.
I think. I'm sure I read this somewhere before.

*

Arissa photos are of...
Her clubbing and the occasional
whimsical thing she sees/draws

Dawn's photos are of...
Her clubbing and her
delusions, I think.

*

Arissa writes...
In a whimsical way like [ t h i s ]//.

Dawn writes...
Well. I think enough of the comparisons.
It's never ending.

Which is why Dawn says... Don't compare!
And, my friends... one more for the night:

I THINK, before she got noticed Dawn used to go to Arissa's website and left comments on the noticeboard.

I THINK she then stopped leaving comments one day, and disappeared.

I THINK when she reappeared, she was a mini Arissa... but a fake one. Tries hard to imitate, but fails in every.single.respect.

The above is purely my opinion.

Lastly, about the armpits... I am sorry!! I thought that was a boob job incision scar. It appears you merely have a dirty armpit.

p/s: Wanbao called. They seem to want to focus on me cursing cancer on Dawn (it's a joke yo! Can't take a joke?!?) rather than any rumours on Dawn. I'm telling ya they hate me! Let's see how it turns out tomorrow.

UPDATE:

TWO MORE PHOTOS A BLOG READER SENT

Arissa's website

Dawn's website

Right.

Also... I don't think I'm being mean. I anyhow blogged some stuff, and I got slapped with a law suit. It would have ended there, but threatening to sue me was cowardly. So this time round I only write things I have proof of lor... Rather, my opinions with the proof that I base my opinions on. You don't have to believe me.

And as for how Dawn would feel... How's that my responsibility? She has multiple other sites all saying exactly the same things, in even worse languages. I am merely repeating them. If she doesn't wish for people to say these things about her, she has a blog, two hands, a brain, and she can defend herself - just like how she did by casting doubt on my credibility with the mentions of my hate site incident.

p/p/s: Please do not involve Arissa in this. Any comments that compromises on Arissa's privacy (ie her website, personal info, etc), or negative about her, will be immediately deleted. I'm sure you all understand. Thanks! :)

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As time goes by

Date: Sunday, 06 Jul 2008 19:29

I've noticed that as time goes by the comments left seem to be more and more stupid. Seems like a lot of irrelevant people are now talking when they don't even know what the hell was going on.

The most hilarious has to be that Dawn and I were making this up for news.

Ha. I don't think so. And no, didn't earn a single cent from it.

(Actually someone DID donate to me $20 on paypal saying she's totally willing to pay for a good show, but that's it...)

Anyway, since Dawn did not reply, I will cease to comment on this issue from now on.

I'd like to blog about something else, but nothing much interesting is happening, so maybe later, eh?

I'd like to also add that I am not moderating comments and have not been checking them (they are moving WAY too fast!!) so I don't know what you people are saying in them... Any comment that's not left by me by no means represents my opinion, and are not to be believed unless it is accompanied by solid proof.

For example, do not leave irresponsible comments such as so-and-so is fucking for money. That's not nice for ANY female, and certainly baseless. I honestly don't think Dawn would resort to that. Mr. R is a pretty outgoing and funny person, and I do not think it is impossible that a girl will date him for things other than his wealth.

I try my best to delete baseless and irresponsible comments, but that is dependent on me seeing them.

I'm going to watch an ep of Gossip Girl on sidereel.com, than gonna sleepytime!!

Good night ya all!!

xoxo

UPDATE: Stupid people are really annoying!!! Comments moderated. For ALL posts. And yes, comments daring me to delete them WILL be deleted. How easy is that? *Poof* gone.

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An update

Date: Wednesday, 02 Jul 2008 19:34

I'm sure everyone is curious what's happening now.

At around 9.30pm last night, I retracted my entry and put up an "apology" for Dawn, as you all have seen.

Why? Because defamation laws are very biased towards the plaintiffs in Singapore. A lot of the things I said in the deleted entry might be true, but I am not be able to prove them, despite many of you sending me valuable information and offering witnesses. :)

Dawn's modelling agency, Looque, requested I retract and apologize to avoid a lawsuit, and so I did.

Well, this morning I woke up to 2 more emails from Dawn's manager (among many, many phone calls and emails since yesterday) saying that my apology is insincere (on the contrary, it is very, very sincere), and nitpicking on the word "apparently".

Is it not apparent? I thought it is!

He also left 2 more comments on the previous entry under the name Noel - calling me riff-raff. Riff-raff... Common people. Lower class people.

I guess, Dawn and him are the upper class then? Hmmm... Go search and read if you wish. How very professional.

With the threat of a lawsuit, he informed me that Dawn is still very upset (very concerned), unsatisfied with my apology and retraction, and wants me to:

1) Remove all comments.

2) Include this following line:

"I, Xia Xue, realise that I do not have the right to post up my opinion, and hearsay from other bloggers as facts."

Wow. Is this guy FOR REAL? I do not have the rights to post up my opinion? Why don't you make me go on bended knee and eat a pile of shit in front of you while at this? Here's my blog userid and password. Go ahead! Take it! It's your blog now!

Here's my opinion of YOU, Noel. I think... You are a first-class ass-rimmer. I can't prove that of course, but that's what I conclude from your emails.

BLOGGERS HAVE A RIGHT TO POST UP THEIR OPINIONS. THAT'S WHAT BLOGS ARE FOR. Not like that of your client's, I'm sure.

In the blog comment he left he contradicts himself:

"I have no qualms about Wendy stating her opinions as I for one feel very strongly about people being able to do so."

Riight... So it's ok if I say... Example: "Dawn's deluded and living in her lies"? That's a question!! It's not that I mean. I just asked if it's ok to state my opinions like that. Is it ok?

Here's my response to him regarding his request for me to remove my comments, including those anti-me and pro-dawn (not that many):

YOU ASK DAWN TO DELETE ALL NEGATIVE COMMENTS OF ME FROM HER BLOG TOO.

That's only fair, isn't it?

After that, you ask her to apologize SINCERELY to me, and state the following in this exact template:

I moderated and allowed libelous comments of Xiaxue including:

1) Xiaxue is jealous
2) Xiaxue is slutty
3) Xiaxue is a bimbo
4) Xiaxue is cheap
5) Xiaxue is a geylang whore
6) Xiaxue is positively disgusting
7) Xiaxue is a tranny
8) Xiaxue is insecure
9) Xiaxue is a hobbit.

when I have nothing to substantiate these allegations.

I would like to apologise to Xiaxue for any harm or distress I may have caused her.


I can prove in court, well, some... of those are not true, particularly that one of a hobbit. They are mystical creatures created by Tolkien and not real.

Fortunately, I am not a petty little bitch and I am magnanimous enough to allow Dawn to allow such dauntingly hurtful comments about me.

I am sorry I cannot control what people wish to say about Dawn.

But if you wish, I can fulfil for you the part where I delete pro-Dawn comments though, because that's not much work. Do you wish it?

If you want to see the comments deleted, here's what you can do. I've complied a list of the IP addresses some people who wrote bad stuff about Dawn, and you can go ahead and threaten to sue them all:

IP: 218.186.13.1
IP: 220.255.7.198
IP: 124.13.103.13
IP: 68.224.232.121
IP: 220.255.7.198
IP: 165.21.155.9
IP: 220.255.7.231
IP: 218.186.13.1
IP: 76.69.248.19
IP: 202.172.242.86
IP: 220.255.7.238
IP: 220.255.4.136
IP: 218.186.12.11
IP: 165.21.154.68
IP: 74.68.42.78
IP: 165.21.154.109
IP: 165.21.155.74
IP: 220.255.7.242
IP: 220.255.7.216
IP: 118.100.14.148
IP: 124.168.62.33
IP: 24.81.3.46
IP: 99.140.232.245
IP: 156.26.119.17
IP: 74.64.33.91
IP: 218.186.13.1
IP: 220.255.7.236
IP: 132.181.72.33
IP: 24.234.63.185
IP: 69.119.72.175
IP: 74.68.42.78
IP: 76.235.117.230
IP: 218.208.231.165
IP: 218.186.12.8
IP: 218.186.13.1
IP: 97.96.29.18

Let me know if you want the next, like 300.

Correct what. Why can Dawn allow bad comments of me on her blog but I can't do the same?

I quote from his email:

Now Wendy, since everyone will know it's (the apology) forced, this would make things a lot easier, and to hopefully end this soon I have decided to spoonfeed you on what exactly you can do and write to end this now.

Unfortunately, Noel, I am not your puppet and I will not be "spoonfed" by anyone, least of all you, a mere manager to a nobody.

NATO. No action, talk only. What a bunch of bullies.

Any lawyers reading this are welcome to email me if you wish to help.

Feel free to leave comments, but beware! I'll give away your IP addresses!! Hahaha

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A revelation of feelings

Date: Tuesday, 01 Jul 2008 23:19

THIS BLOG ENTRY HAS BEEN DELETED DUE TO AN IMPENDING LAWSUIT.

APPARENTLY, THE POINTS

1) That Tinsel Management dropped Dawn,
2) That Dawn had failed to join 98.7FM as a DJ,
3) That Dawn lied about an offer by Jacky Wu,
4) That Dawn has breast implants and armpit scars,
5) That she lied about how much she was earning, and
6) That she had lied about her heritage.

ARE ALL NOT BASED ON FACT.

I APOLOGISE FOR THE DISTRESS THAT THIS DELETED ENTRY MIGHT HAVE CAUSED DAWN YANG, AND HOPE SHE GETS CANCER. JOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!! 100% KIDDING!! I MEAN I WISH HER NOTHING BUT WELL.

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A revelation of feeling

Monday, 30 June 2008

Sorry for the lack in blogging recently. Very busy with writing my movie script!

You know, I've been wanting to blog about this for some time now, and this issue has been bugging me.

Yup, everyone's favourite plastic queen: Dawn Yang.

Dawn has been nothing but nice and sweet to me everytime we met, and she never did do anything to me personally, which is why I've always refrained from saying anything bad about her.

But as time goes by and more and more of her lies are exposed (See here, here and here. I wrote none of these I assure you!), my distaste for her has been increasing - so much so that I am ashamed to admit that I felt glee when I saw her sore eyes. I KNOW! I said I am ashamed!

I can't say I've ever been close to her, but I've certainly shown on my blog that I am neutral (towards liking, perhaps) about her - but I am actually not, and I am sick of pretending! Gotta stop being a hypocrite.

It's just so tough to be mean to someone who is nice to you, you know?

So yup, once and for all, I DO NOT like Dawn.

I've settled into a lum nua position where I don't go to parties anymore, so I guess I won't be seeing her around. If I do, I guess I will run the other direction. OMG I so don't wanna make small talk about my feelings...!

The last straw that broke the camel's (yes la I am that camel) was the Zaobao article that's recently published.

While I am writing scripts, filming, and working 10 hours straight for a decent advertorial (Indulgz!!!), some other talentless schmuck is being compared to me.

SHE IS ALSO A BLOGGER.

A BLOGGER LIKE ME.

I AM A BLOGGER BECAUSE I ACTUALLY WRITE. I may not be Charles Dickens, but at least, I have some semblance of the courage to voice out my opinions - something which bloggers are respected for.

I feel completely disillusioned about being a blogger recently. In fact, I feel EMBARRASSED to tell people I am a blogger.

AND WHAT ARE BLOGGERS NOWADAYS?

Any old fart of a cheap whore who posts up their party photos are now all considered bloggers too! What's this? Why do these girls persist in infiltrating every occupation? They are "models", and now, they are "bloggers" too!

I despise being compared to Dawn.

Why should she be a famous blogger?

She's not funny... She's not talented... She's not opinionated.

She's just a consistent and persistent liar. She should be in her right place - at the background where all the other girly cam-whoring bloggers are.

She embarrasses what a blog advertorial ought to look like.

She embarrasses other bloggers who are serious about taking blogging as a full-time job. Think her mentions of brands on her site are coming from her heart? Think again. They are paid unscrupulous businesses who have also approached me, but I turned them down because I INSIST ON SHOWING IT IS A PAID AD. That's blog integrity that every blogger should have.

I've insisted upon it for YEARS, and it has cost me monetary losses. But someone else, someone dishonest, is benefiting from it, yet nobody is faulting her. It greatly saddens me.

Is Angela baby a blogger? She certainly has a blog with a high readership... Nope, she is a model/actress who blogs.

What's Dawn then?

Did she go anywhere with her entertainment career? From 2005 when Jean Marie Tan of The Newpaper prophesized how super shining her stardom's gonna be, Dawn failed to join the Taiwan entertainment industry with a big bang.

She took part in one measly variety show as a random hot chick, after being there for months.

Tinsel management dropped her. (Rumour, but either way, she's not with Tinsel anymore)

She failed to join 9.87 FM as a DJ.

She failed to even get Rozz's part in Girls Out Loud with me.

Can't sing, can't act, certainly can't host. Only can camwhore. My... That's a talent! Maybe she ought to become a blogger!

She's reduced to blogging for Stomp ($2k a month), and churning out crappy ads on her blog for $4-6k a month. Surely that amount (if true at all - more about that later) is shitty for a superstar?

So here's the conclusion:

Dawn's a desperate wannabe who blogs. NOT A BLOGGER.

So for the last time, since I've said so in early 2005 - STOP COMPARING ME TO HER, BECAUSE SHE IS NOT A BLOGGER.

What has all these got to do with ME?

PLENTY.

Why? Because, as I said, I am CONSTANTLY being compared to her.

And on what basis am I being compared to her on? HER LIES.

Lies about how she was signed by Jacky Wu, lies about her mega-dollar deals, lies about her salary, lies about her heritage...

Hello? IS THIS FAIR TO ME?

People say, Oh Xiaxue! Look at Dawn! People got given an LG phone/whatever product leh! You leh?

I never took up that offer because I personally don't like LG phones (although I'm using the Shine now and it's not bad), and I don't want to get a free gift and not write anything for them.

It's the same for every other product. I am not going to make use of my blog to become a bloody sell-out!

Oh Xiaxue! Look at Dawn! She's earning so much from her blog! Confirm more than you.

She dares to claim $4k to $6k as a stable income for herself, when I know exactly how much those advertorials cost - because the same people also came to me, and couldn't afford my fees.

I can safely tell you that my advertorials cost twice as much as hers, and even I don't dare to claim to earn $2k - $4k (if you minus Stomp) each and every month.

I charge more, because I actually do put in effort into doing up a good advert, and not just flip my hair (extensions) and cut and paste some bullshit from the product's website.

Even if she does earn so much, so what? It only shows that her blog is laden with sneaky hidden advertorials. Kenny limits his advertorials to 2 a month. I think I shall adhere to that from now on too.

Oh Xiaxue! Look at Dawn! Maxim/FHM magazine cover! You?

Riiight... It's totally my fault that my body's not as hot. And honestly, after my disaster of a Maxim shoot from eons ago, I don't give a flying fuck about these men's magazines. It's totally something to be proud of that a girl can only grace magazines when she takes off almost of all of her clothes.

Oh Xiaxue! Dawn is class belle leh. You ugly prefect!

Ooooh. She says she would MUCH rather be the valedictorian!

Oh really? As if she isn't totally pleased with the insinuation that she is pretty.

Just a question, Dawn: If you want to be viewed as smart instead of pretty, then why put so much time, money and effort on your looks, instead of improving your intellect?

C'mon. Perhaps you ought to stop posting so many frivolous party pictures of your lacy upskirts, and instead tell us your opinion on the effects of Bill Gate's resignation from Microsoft?

And don't you start saying my blog is completely vapid too. I never said I wanted to be the class valedictorian!

Oh Xiaxue! Dawn got Tiffany gift on V day leh... And First Class tickets to Bali! Finest luxury resorts! What did Mike give you?

I love Mike, and he is actually attractive and younger than say, 40.

But of course, Dawn is single. Because single girls always get woo-ed, and they agree to going on Valentine's Day holidays with weird, rich old men, and of course... they don't fuck.

Nooo.... Girls stay in hotel rooms with guys all the time and they don't fuck.

LIES, LIES, LIES.

All these lies, idiotic readers just foolishly believe.

So yup. I've decided I'm bitchy enough for today. No wait. I'm not done.

All I wanna make clear is, I disapprove of lying. And I disapprove of lying even more, when all these lies are being used to compare me and the liar.

There is no comparison. I am awesome and not a talentless schmuck.

I am not so insecure that I have to constantly give off an illusion that I am gorgeous and fabulous all the time. Here's a picture of my ingrown armpit hair just to prove this point:

[image of armpit hair]

I seriously took 3 days to DIG this one out man. Dug it with a safety pin! Fucking sick. I feel hatred just looking at how goddamn curly it is!

Yes. I do get ingrown hairs and my contacts, hair, eyelashes, nose, and nails are completely fake! Whatever la! Fake then fake lor, why have to lie and pretend otherwise?

p/s: In the same article where Dawn expressly stated her pay, Nuffnang's competitor also talked about how many bloggers they have under them. While Nuffnang told the truth, the competitor, I heard, highly jacked up their numbers.

This makes Nuffnang look shitty. Can you imagine how Nuffnang feels? That's right baby, EXACTLY how I feel towards Dawn.



p/p/s: I'm glad that most people on Alvinology think I'm chioer. Ahem!

I'm totally going to do the fake speech of... Honestly, I'd much rather be the class valedictorian! I mean, like I wish I was smarter instead of chioer than Dawn!! Seriously!

As for my boobs...? Thanks! They are au naturale but squeezed to within an inch of their lives with the chicken fillet bra!

[image of armpit]

Ahem. I'm not trying to hint anything, but I wish that I had Dawn's boobs! Maybe I oughta make an incision where her brown armpit line is, and insert some implants.

No, really! I've seen some girl's boob job incision scar, and that's where is it! But Dawn's can't be fake because she is of Dutch/Thai/Jap parentage and people of that heritage tend to have humongous tits.

[image of Xiaxue]
Random photo of me before tongue piercing

But is it random?

It could be, or it could be that I'm getting to fish compliments of how chio (photoshopped, of course) I look compared to that specially chosen horrid photo of Dawn. You'll never know!! Hahaha!!

Making of a little bitch

SO's sister has 2 young daughters. Both are below 8. Ch was about 1 to 2 years older than Cl. According to grandma, Cl was the more favored child cos she was prettier than her sister (and also a better ass kisser/suckup). This Cl is a little bitch in the making. Despite her tender age, she is a spiteful little bully bitch. For example she would hide her older sister's toys or stuff, even destroying them so Ch could not play with them.

She would also often do stuff, steal things and then blame it on the elder sister. Wat a little bitch! She is about 6 or so only, so where is she learning all things from? Tv? Her mama? Gosh. If she is like that now, imagine her 5 or 10 years later. If she could do spiteful things at a young age to her very own sister, what havoc would she do to others?

Please, this is not being naughty, this is spite and pure jealousy. At her age, I dun think I was even capable of such actions much less such spiteful thoughts.

The following incident was told to me by SO, as narrated by his mother.
Grandma visits them during the day when the parents are working. One day, Cl wanted chicken rice for lunch. Grandma said....tomorrow, cos the maid has cooked lunch. Cl went sulking to the room, not before demanding chicken rice for lunch the next day.

The next day, grandma visited them again. This time, Cl asked....where's my chicken rice? Grandma said she did not buy cos maid has already prepared lunch! Cl stormed off....screaming at grandma..."Then tomorrow, you better buy 3 packets of chicken rice!"

What a little bitch! At this age, such diva behaviour! Mind you, this is a little girl who pecks at her food. SO had meals with her before on special occasions like birthdays etc...and she had to be fed by the mother or maid, otherwise she would not eat! And during grandma's birthday last month, she had a fried fritter on the way there and she could not eat her dinner other than a few mouthfuls!

And this little diva dared to ask for 3 packets of chicken rice! Can she even finish half a pack? Screaming at her grandma! What a brat!

Yet this little girl is terrified of her father. Once she broke something, grandma threatened to tell her father, and she went into hysterical sobbings...please dun tell papa...Obviously her papa is the disciplinarian in the family.

And when SO visits, this little girl always go all mute, hiding in corners, refusing to speak. And at the slightest approach from strangers or relatives other than her immediate family, would burst into tears.

And did i forget to mention that she likes to cry? Sobbing if she is confronted by her parents if she bully her sister? Gosh...this little bitch is going to grow up to be a typical woman.

Frankly, that's why I dun have children. Some children can be demons these days. If Cl is my daughter or even granddaughter, I am not going to stand for this type of bitchy bully/diva behavior at this age! She is not even a teen yet! When she becomes a teen, she is going to be a handful!

And yes, I will buy you that 3 packets of chicken rice. And you little bitch are going to have nothing for breakfast, lunch and dinner until you finish all that chicken rice!

SO told me I am wicked and thank god, we dun have children, otherwise they turn out not to be bitchy divas but whimpering idiots.

That I dun mind. What I do mind is you cannot become a spiteful bitch at this tender age. Childhood is suppose to be innocent and trouble free, not plotting against your sister cos you are jealous. You are already the prettier one and the more favored one, what else do you want?

You can be a spiteful bitch when you are in your teen!

But then luckily she is not my daughter, so why should I bother! Ha!